hmm i think things can onli get better. i nicer way of saying i have nv feel so bad before. lol.
went for rowing today. (: its really great. but i m too stress i think. is like my shoulders are too tense and both my hands are struggling to keep my left over right which makes the 2 oars go haywire more.. whenever the boat waver abit my heart will beat v fast. actually it is bcos i m too mindful about the fact tt i might not be able to swim if we capsize cos we r really really far from the platform.. and also.. i m afraid i will cause the boat to capsize then the 3 of them will catch a cold and suffer like mi now.. i dowan to bring the team down! haiz. i feel v stress lor.. i know it sounds dumb.. but i m lagging one lesson behind them!
nxt lesson on wed got swimmin test in the reservoir la. mayb i won b alive. and i m not joking.
got campaigning to do.. and alot alot alot alot alot of studying to do. i think i m not sleepin today just to catch up on everything. i hope my mom doesnt know.. gotta keep really quiet.. hope to cya guys ard.. in case i die u guys noe i love u right.. (: LOL.
hmm i think things can onli get better. i nicer way of saying i have nv feel so bad before. lol.
went for rowing today. (: its really great. but i m too stress i think. is like my shoulders are too tense and both my hands are struggling to keep my left over right which makes the 2 oars go haywire more.. whenever the boat waver abit my heart will beat v fast. actually it is bcos i m too mindful about the fact tt i might not be able to swim if we capsize cos we r really really far from the platform.. and also.. i m afraid i will cause the boat to capsize then the 3 of them will catch a cold and suffer like mi now.. i dowan to bring the team down! haiz. i feel v stress lor.. i know it sounds dumb.. but i m lagging one lesson behind them!
nxt lesson on wed got swimmin test in the reservoir la. mayb i won b alive. and i m not joking.
got campaigning to do.. and alot alot alot alot alot of studying to do. i think i m not sleepin today just to catch up on everything. i hope my mom doesnt know.. gotta keep really quiet.. hope to cya guys ard.. in case i die u guys noe i love u right.. (: LOL.
