recently been so busy with everything.. teachers day grad night pw homework.. anything but studying for my promos.. just feel that its either life now isnt the same as sec sch.. or my life is in a big big mess and i cant seem to set my priorities right anymore! but i m not going to wallow in self pity! i m going to take a deep breath and face everything all over again.
sometimes i wish that time could turn back and i will prob do things diff.. i would have gone to pj.. i m serious k janet koh.. (: i would have been just another choir girl in the college.. i would have been just an active sports club member..
but no i m not. if i wish that time could turn back.. it just merely shows that i have regrets in my life.. my life today. i m in council. thats a fact. i m the vp. thats also a fact. i have to live with it.. and this is prob a test.. whoever's up there.. ok. buddha? [lol] is tryin to put me through. I CANNOT BE BEATEN BY THEM. bet they r laughing at me when i couldnt wake up in the mornings and whined when i have headaches.. neh ni neh ni poo poo.. u cannot catch me.. HAHA!
i shallnt have regrets. no matter wad.. i still noe a great bunch of ppl here.. i got to b closer w ALFREEEEEEEEEEEEEED and PEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (: i get to noe hao jiajun yao n mani more ssc ppl.. (: ROCK ON MAN!
i m determined to buck up. i wan my parents to contd to b proud of me. i wan to be proud of myself. (:
btw.. I STILL WAN TO HARP ON THE FACT THAT I MISS MY FRIENDS! all of u out there! *muacks!*
recently been so busy with everything.. teachers day grad night pw homework.. anything but studying for my promos.. just feel that its either life now isnt the same as sec sch.. or my life is in a big big mess and i cant seem to set my priorities right anymore! but i m not going to wallow in self pity! i m going to take a deep breath and face everything all over again.
sometimes i wish that time could turn back and i will prob do things diff.. i would have gone to pj.. i m serious k janet koh.. (: i would have been just another choir girl in the college.. i would have been just an active sports club member..
but no i m not. if i wish that time could turn back.. it just merely shows that i have regrets in my life.. my life today. i m in council. thats a fact. i m the vp. thats also a fact. i have to live with it.. and this is prob a test.. whoever's up there.. ok. buddha? [lol] is tryin to put me through. I CANNOT BE BEATEN BY THEM. bet they r laughing at me when i couldnt wake up in the mornings and whined when i have headaches.. neh ni neh ni poo poo.. u cannot catch me.. HAHA!
i shallnt have regrets. no matter wad.. i still noe a great bunch of ppl here.. i got to b closer w ALFREEEEEEEEEEEEEED and PEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (: i get to noe hao jiajun yao n mani more ssc ppl.. (: ROCK ON MAN!
i m determined to buck up. i wan my parents to contd to b proud of me. i wan to be proud of myself. (:
btw.. I STILL WAN TO HARP ON THE FACT THAT I MISS MY FRIENDS! all of u out there! *muacks!*