do you really know me at all even though you've seen me ard for 19 yrs? and yet i feel that others who've known me for a lesser period of time know me so much better.
2 very different situations. 2 very different feelings.
she knows i would def prefer oreo over nutella. they know i would love sth handmade over something tts bought. they know i dont need something expensive, just something close to the heart they know the place doesnt matter, its who i spend my time with tt does. they know what we eat doesnt matter, as long as we like it.
but he thinks tt expensive restaurants determine how good the celebration would be. he thinks tt we should even if we cant afford to. he thinks tt its good and therefore i would agree.
but he never asked me.
he nv knew im happy being a simple girl next door. he nv knew im happy with cupcakes baked by a best friend or a day out w my wonderful friends, laughing the day away while walking a dog around holland v.
and he will nv know. because he nv tries. he is too cold, too far. and anyway, to him, its always money.
on a side note, to jiali and janet, you guys are one of the most important people to me in my life. thanks for always standing by me when i need you. love you!
do you really know me at all even though you've seen me ard for 19 yrs? and yet i feel that others who've known me for a lesser period of time know me so much better.
2 very different situations. 2 very different feelings.
she knows i would def prefer oreo over nutella. they know i would love sth handmade over something tts bought. they know i dont need something expensive, just something close to the heart they know the place doesnt matter, its who i spend my time with tt does. they know what we eat doesnt matter, as long as we like it.
but he thinks tt expensive restaurants determine how good the celebration would be. he thinks tt we should even if we cant afford to. he thinks tt its good and therefore i would agree.
but he never asked me.
he nv knew im happy being a simple girl next door. he nv knew im happy with cupcakes baked by a best friend or a day out w my wonderful friends, laughing the day away while walking a dog around holland v.
and he will nv know. because he nv tries. he is too cold, too far. and anyway, to him, its always money.
on a side note, to jiali and janet, you guys are one of the most important people to me in my life. thanks for always standing by me when i need you. love you!
