I have decided to stop uploading the photos altogether for now! really tiring to do it. and i dont really have the energy to!
well fb photo comments will do huh? hahaha.
anyhow, i always thought that i would be really brave coming over here, and that the excitement would not get me started on all the homesickness. and that i would be happy and contented with ck, missing everyone a little but well yeah, still passable.
but turns out, i really miss home, i really miss everyone. even the smallest character in my life made a difference you would be surprise. i see stuff that reminds me of people, good or bad. of course the closest ones i miss the most.
i miss the way i shout goodnight to mommy or call out to her when i get home.
i miss the way jiali and i giggle late into the night when we chat and couldnt stop.
i miss the way i call up my friends any moment when i receive shocking news or when i see stuff or just simply when i think of them.
i basically really did miss people, much more than i thought i would!
but i m so gonna be brave and just get over with these 4 months!
i already am starting to get used to the almost negligible mattress, smelly toilets and dusty dirty rooms.
I have decided to stop uploading the photos altogether for now! really tiring to do it. and i dont really have the energy to!
well fb photo comments will do huh? hahaha.
anyhow, i always thought that i would be really brave coming over here, and that the excitement would not get me started on all the homesickness. and that i would be happy and contented with ck, missing everyone a little but well yeah, still passable.
but turns out, i really miss home, i really miss everyone. even the smallest character in my life made a difference you would be surprise. i see stuff that reminds me of people, good or bad. of course the closest ones i miss the most.
i miss the way i shout goodnight to mommy or call out to her when i get home.
i miss the way jiali and i giggle late into the night when we chat and couldnt stop.
i miss the way i call up my friends any moment when i receive shocking news or when i see stuff or just simply when i think of them.
i basically really did miss people, much more than i thought i would!
but i m so gonna be brave and just get over with these 4 months!
i already am starting to get used to the almost negligible mattress, smelly toilets and dusty dirty rooms.
