I look at the people who have stayed in the IYC (the horrifying hostel i kept on mentioning) and i really admire them for their perseverance
like how did they do this honestly i dont know. Its amazing they live with the conditions here for so long and they actually look happy every day! They don't mourn in the morning or at night before they go to bed. Not that I know of.
Those were what I thought of on my first days here.
I am into my 5th one now. and I AM really kinda getting used to it. kinda weird huh. in just 5 days im like 360 degrees change.
I actually have hearty laughs at the corridors with some of the people here. I sorta became one of them! I (am starting to) overlook the dirty-ness of this whole place and am making lots of new friends!
I decided to stay on. Shocking I know. Given how I described the place you would think that I am in hell. Nearly there. But not yet. I thought to myself that SEP is all about stepping out of your comfort zone to totally immerse yourself in the culture here.
So I am going to do this. and I will begin with thin, negligible mattresses, dusty rooms and I am going to find a way to be cosy, to be happy here.
I know I will. I have CK anyways. so I am like WAY luckier than everyone!
I look at the people who have stayed in the IYC (the horrifying hostel i kept on mentioning) and i really admire them for their perseverance
like how did they do this honestly i dont know. Its amazing they live with the conditions here for so long and they actually look happy every day! They don't mourn in the morning or at night before they go to bed. Not that I know of.
Those were what I thought of on my first days here.
I am into my 5th one now. and I AM really kinda getting used to it. kinda weird huh. in just 5 days im like 360 degrees change.
I actually have hearty laughs at the corridors with some of the people here. I sorta became one of them! I (am starting to) overlook the dirty-ness of this whole place and am making lots of new friends!
I decided to stay on. Shocking I know. Given how I described the place you would think that I am in hell. Nearly there. But not yet. I thought to myself that SEP is all about stepping out of your comfort zone to totally immerse yourself in the culture here.
So I am going to do this. and I will begin with thin, negligible mattresses, dusty rooms and I am going to find a way to be cosy, to be happy here.
I know I will. I have CK anyways. so I am like WAY luckier than everyone!
